dude, i am watching an interesting movie

sistcoman,

i am watching this movie on the cable for the first time. the two ethnics who decided to take a road trip for "white castle" burgers. one appears asian and the other appears far east indian. these dudes speak well, smooth. the one guy looks like you. they just ran a toll booth and threw away a perfect marijuana cigarette. i think they are driving a grey 4 door lexus. toyotas and hondas and nissans are so far eastern indian. most ethnics with fair to good credit drive imports. very rarely will you see an ethnic driving a malibu or dodge suv.

i just got back from my 2000 hour meeting. i wasn't going but i had one of my sponsees call me and ask me if i was going. i went.

a gal i hadn't seen in 10 years came in. she was a patient of the dr. she is a gm shop rat, 48 years old. she is hopeless both physically and mentally. she got out of another treatment center today. she has numerous driving infractions and will probably end up spending time behind steel. she has literally dropped 60 pounds since i last saw her. i wouldn't say she was beautiful ten years ago, however; she was doable. she used to have a great big rack. her figure was acceptable ten years ago. she would have been a great "fxxk." she looks as though she will die within a short amount of time. she lacks nutrition and her mind wanders. she is the first "hopeless" drunk i have actually seen in the program. i told her i would pray for her. only God can save this person. when i feel that i don't need a meeting and go anyway, i usually run into someone who needs something of what i say and guide them to the big book.

time for a cacoon and some shut eye.