the dude is sick

sistcoman,

just got back from my 1900 hour. good stuff. i told a guy today that he is just fooling himself. he feels sorry for himself. i have known him for 90 days and he is still the same as the first time he came in. the guy is a mess. drinking and not driving and not doing anything. the guy is a "puke."

one of my peeps is working through step 9, making amends to all of the people he has hurt during the past 30 years. i am grinding his ass. he is almost done. i am on his ass at every meeting. he loves my ass. he lives two blocks from me. if you come up, i will take you to his house. the whole interior was burnt last summer from a lit cigarette left on the front porch by his stepdaughter's boyfriend. the house should be complete by june. the reconstruction will be fabulous. i walked through it last weekend. the interior will be fxxxing awesome.

"family guy" is on. i love chris and stewey. i call brad's kid stewey.

great weekend. mr. ruiz is an awesome individual. possible a cancer, just what marge needs in her life. "be careful of what you ask for, it might just come true."

actually, an 180 would be selling the program short. this program is a legitimate pyramid program. it works for anyone who puts in the effort and wants a "god" in their life. the only difference is that the true members of aa don't judge and don't worry about those who choose not to "jump into this program." nobody is monitored. nobody is talked about. people in our group actually care.

liar, liar fxxxing pants on fire. you didn't bang her. you didn't spend the night. (nice try though)

the weather will be more unacceptable tomorrow. a low of 5 fxxxing degrees tomorrow evening.

actually, the dr. is ok. he has a lot on his plate. he could of washed his hands of the whole family years ago when sharron left him in 1997. i have to give him "props" for attempting to keep the kids intact. however, i think his kids will probably have a tough "go" once they leave. they really haven't had to work for anything. at least my kids have been "put through the proverbial ringer" their whole life. time will be the answer. no one does a 180. most people will not work the program. most people will take back their "free will" and try to drink again and get in trouble again.

i am approaching a milestone at 9 months on the 13th. a significant # of peeps go out after 9 months and binge. time will tell.